Jaila’s Story

Before finding Austin Clubhouse, I felt very in my head. I was scared of people and just talking to others. In five years, I went through three hospitalizations, and that was a really scary experience for me. I knew if I stayed in that mental space, I wouldn’t grow or strive toward my goals.

I began looking for a therapist and a group I could join to rebuild my social skills and coping skills. I wanted to learn how to come out of my shell again. When I was in outpatient therapy, I learned about Austin Clubhouse. At first I was scared, but I knew it would be a good opportunity to meet other people and see what the Clubhouse was about.

I remember my first day. I was so shy that my mom even had to talk for me during the tour. Another member, Rebekah, showed me around, and slowly I began to open up. 

Everyone was welcoming and said hi to me. I was excited and happy to feel so supported. I could garden, cook, or just help wherever I was needed around the Clubhouse. It made me feel inspired to have somewhere to be every day. Now I have a schedule and something to get up for.

Since becoming a member, I have rediscovered myself. My heart has always been to help other people and be sensitive. I don’t always have to be strong, and I can let my guard down. Now when new members come in and they are shy, I make it a point to welcome them and talk to them.

If I could give advice to someone just starting at the Clubhouse, I would say: The Clubhouse is very welcoming. We are a community that loves to support each other. You can benefit by just pitching in or finding something that fits your interests, like gardening, cooking, or reaching out. It can be hard or nerve-wracking to come into a new place and be uncertain, but I guarantee you will fit in just fine.

Being part of the Clubhouse has also helped me see what I can do with my skills and interests. I have been able to help lead socials and contribute to the community in ways that make me feel proud. My goal is to go back to school to study art and become an elementary school art teacher. In the long term, I dream of attending ACC to study health and animal science for marine life.

My mom always says, “You never know about strangers, because strangers might be your angels.” You never know who you might meet or how they may impact you or help you grow on your journey.

Pictured: Jaila Weeks, Austin Clubhouse Member